renaissance.

i don't know if it's the haircut, but i'm feeling better today. the only thing that sucks now is the fact that i havent got the chance (still) to work on my problems. i know im feeling better but i also know that things don't stop here. i have to work on resolutions.

human nature tells me not to worry, just relax. don't take things too seriously. but whenever i try to update this journal, i tend to bring too much emotions to it that i end up feeling alone. berns once said that blogging is healthy for it releases stress and it serves as a sink of our emotions. i believe her, and i hope those thoughts will put an end to this hysteria.

i failed to watch those dvds i borrowed from bebe (the secretary, shawshank redemption, & almost famous). i planned to stay up late but i ended up sleeping early. damn, i still feel sick for not being able to watch almost famous before. it's bebe's all-time favorite (her gaga over stillwater and cameron crowe proves the point.)

i'm enjoying my radio blog!
i still cry everytime i listen to vertical horizon's the best i ever had, i still feel sad when i hear fast car and first cut is the deepest. it's awkward coz a lot of people wonder why i like R.E.M, nirvana, u2, oasis, and radiohead. for the record, i am a rock fan. i grew up in a place where people eat rock music for dinner. my titos, cousins, and ninongs, were once hard-core rockistas.

instead of a nursery rhyme, i had my first LSS with losing my religion.

*a lot better now.*