the BIG shift.

this is IT.

i'm being forced (internally, externally) to leave my own CAREER choice.

i, half-heartedly, am going to leave filmmaking, for another career option.


journalism.

my first interest, but it's still hard though.

i have learned to fit into the aesthetics of film as media.

i even pictured myself a thousand times now, as a filmmaker.

but, oh well, im JUST not a full-pledged ASSWIPE not to take parental views into consideration.


its hard.

really.


it is.